haish, i felt so oh insecure.
I'm so worried you will leave me.
or just be gone like that.
I'm worried of your safety.
i dont wan you to get into any troubles.
You should know yourself,
if you get into trouble what will happen.

just now aft you woke up again,
you didnt tell me,
because of some 'things'.
But i did not get angry at you,
because i know, so what if i'm angry?
You wont change.
You is like that, so i cant force you to change.
all i can do is pray that you'll be fine.
If i forces you to change,
i guess you'll leave me.
So just let it be like that.
having you is enough le ba i guess.
And him is and additional happiness to me.

today i kept thinking,
how i wish i could go out w you and him,
it'd be fun i guess!

Anyways i went yiling blog trying to see if
theres baby photo.
But sad, cant find.
and instead, gain so much past memories i had
w all my galfs!

Anyways, dear be careful please.
i'm very worried ya.
And sad that tmr you need book in le.
and if you're in camp,
We both sure not much time together de D;

Dear, dont worry bout me ok?
i'll be understanding to you de.
I dont wan you to leave me like last time.
its been 2yrs ago since we're together already.
I hope this r/s will success,
i dont wan you to have another failure r/s.

Ok, hope you'll sms me soon.
tho i might be a little disappointed,
as you go home so late and neglects me,
but i'll always support your decisions.

JOANNA, AROMA-