Because i feel that ard me, there's people giving me alot of love. But i couldn't give it back to them. People who give me their time, sacrifice for me. Didn't wan much in return, but just giving me all that they have.. Knowing that i couldn't belong to them but they didn't mind. Doing just so much for me, that i've become dependent on them. I'm afraid to lose them, but i cant keep them by my side either. My life is so screw up. All i could do is cry. I felt i'm too greedy as i didn't want them to leave me. I need them and they need me, but i can have them but they cant have me. Isn't it unfair to them? I rather we never met, because i don wanna them to waste their time on me. No matter what wrong i did, they did be forgiving and understanding. And i know, they treat me so well, because deep down inside, they're loving me alot. But yet, i ain't treating them well in return. But no matter what, thanks.
They should be the greatest ones i ever had.
So is my boyf, i love him ttm.

AROMA.
Lost in words.